I peered at my reflection in the mirror this morning. I said within myself I am worthy of more love than my lover has shown me. I deserve more for every sacrifice always placing others desires before my own. Today, I live for me. I live for me and in doing so everyone around me benefits. I am better because I learned to love myself first. I learned to let you love me an stopped trying to gain love through working myself to death to make others happy. It is the most important decision I have ever made. My whole life I’ve lived my dreams through the experiences of my loved ones. Today, I make my own dreams come true. Today, I regain my sanity.